Thankfully, I'm back to work. I am reluctant to say what I'm doing fulltime for fear of jinxing myself. I also Uber.
So, I am happy about that because that beats the hell out of being unemployed as I know all too well since Aug., 2015. Since 7/31/2015, I've been in vocational hell, basically. I think I work hard; I think I am a cooperative employee. I give my best effort and I want whoever I work for to succeed. But bosses since that date haven't seen things as I have.
Enough about that as I really feel uncomfortable talking about employment issues.
What I want to talk about is that feeling many of us have who live from paycheck to paycheck. A day or maybe a few days before you get paid, do you ever have that feeling that you are sooooo broke?!?
It's terrible. There are things I really wanted to spend money on (basically "pay for"), and I just couldn't do it because I didn't have the money. As the picture shows above, it feels like I can't breathe. When I can't do things because I have no money I feel like I'm asphyxiating.
Then when you get your paycheck, you are gasping for air after feeling like you ingested a pint of water. & sometimes (like today) you can't pay all your bills (not even w/ 2 jobs) so you go back into the water again to nearly drown.
But you panic and you almost feel like you will "give up the Ghost" (like you REALLY WILL drown), because you really question if you will see the financial "light of day". I got paid, and I feel rotten.
PLEASE SHARE YOUR VIEWS ABOUT BEING BROKE, THEY ARE VERY WELCOME!!
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